Wednesday, March 4, 2009

What now?

Currently in school, this monday, a group of normal tech/acad malay students barged into the male toilet on the forth floor. I was changing my clothes as it was after PE and when I saw them immediately knew what they waned to talk about.

The taunting and teasing started, till it got to the point where I almost punched the guy in the face but held back. All I need to do now is to stay calm as this issue, as far as I know, is dying out. Just like how it spread as fast as a bushfire, it still has to die down, and this is dying out slowly but there are still some tiny sparks such as this monday.
Last afternoon after school I went into MacDonalds at Tampines Mall and saw the same group of malays. I felt tempted to walk over and knock over all thier food but thought better of it. Just seeing them made my adrenaline rush and spike. I balled my fists up till they turned white just to sustain my anger. It's just sometimes some sparks can't be prevented, such as when he walked over to me and started asking questions such as.

"Eh you know your video on youtube?"
"Ya, so?"
"Not paiseh ah?"
"Paiseh what so long liao."
"Why you do in the toilet ah?"
"Can don't talk now?"
"I want talk now leh, how?"
At that moment I just wanted to reach out and grab his neck,twist it and slam it on the counter of the cashier.
"Then sad lah, now not interview. F*** off lah."

Then I turned around and ordered my food.
Somehow, these guys had better not catch me when I'm in a bad mood or I'm not sure what I'm gonna do.

Yesterday i got 9/20 for my maths test. I was shocked when I found out the last few questions were done on another paper and not stapled. When I found the paper, Desmond Ng marked it and it was extra 8 marks but it could not be added becoz it was too late.

Dam my carelessness that killed me.